okay todays diet went well
then my friend shoved some chocolate down my throte. and i had a bowel of special k. but thats not so bad, only coz the 2 bananas i ate didnt reli fill me up and so i thought 'well lets go for something healthy'
but now my mum has accused me of being bulimic. WTF.
she asked what i was having for dinner and i said my cereal. then she sed 'oh really well are you going to throw it up after?'
what in fuck.
'well youre not eating so its all a bit suspisious' ???? hows not eating bulimic?? thats anorexic. god i do hate me mother sometimes. i reli need a proper therapist.
she was all 'well iv been there before i kno the signs' -.- just coz her friend was bulimic at school DOES NOT MEAN SHE KNOWS EVERYTHING ABOUT EDs!!!
i had p.e today. sprinting. so burned alot of calories im guessing.
planning on having a fag on thursday. with my lovely friend CRAIIIIIIIGG! <3 hes amazing reli. and smoking burns calories rightt??
oh yes and iv been fidgeting all day and didnt eat a wham thingy earlier.
AIMING FOR SIZE 10!! hell yeah.
i could do with some support. :/ i really want to lose weight! AHH
might start putting secrets on these things. related to this obviously.
heres my first
#1 Ever Since You Told Me About Those Other Girls, I've Starved, Counted Calories And Tried To Make Myself Sick.
its true. i have a feeling my mums not far off. i think i might have an ED... hm.